Red, I wish you the very best at your trek towards the stated goal. You recognized a weakness and asked for help = good. BUT also remember you are asking help on a forum that is comprised of members who by demonstration and qualification are self motivated, self starting, and have individually achieved the status they hold now. There will be no mentorship in SFAS, and that is your 5 meter target.
I have seen this brotherhood will bend over backwards for those who need it, (believe me, I constantly ran to SWC or other SME's for help long after I graduated the Q, just as others on this site continue to do) but I have to question where the need is in this particular case.
But, I will offer this: Research this site, PT PT PT, and then sign up at the recruiter and go get your boarding pass. Then,,,,,,, PT some more.
I know for a fact this has been covered,,,,