CosaNostraUSMC
12-17-2007, 20:57
I was feeling abit strange the other day, some unusual things were happening. Loss of motor skills, fumbling with objects, words, and thought. I was forgeting things and having trouble concentrating. The tell-tale precursor was the loss of motor skils on the left side.
So, I decided to sleep on it, but an hour after that decission I re-analyzed my situation and had my wife call for the red/white taxi.
EMTs did their thing and took me to the ER. From there, it all went down hill.
The doc said I was exhibiting signs of possibe stroke, and he ordered up some tests. Got the results back, which confirmed his belief.
Luckily, I was within a certain time window for treatment with meds. So they gave me a thrombolytic drug to bust up/disolve the clot in my head.
24 hours in observation, for good measure, on the docs orders and I was a free man.
I've never taken much for granted in life, and even though I've been in combat, this was a very scary thing for me. I didn't know what was going on, as I had a million different thoughts coursing through my brain, which were compounded by my symptoms.
Anyways, I've been away from the forum since then, and I don't know what my point is right now in writing this. Guess I just need to vent, because I'm so fucking lucky and grateful to be able to enjoy the holidays with my wife and son. I'm thankful for all my friends and the life that I have.
I'm so thankful for the life I've been given as of late.
Combat was a muther fucker and you know that you just do your best and whatever will happen will happen...but...to be laying in a hospital at 30 and to have a doc tell you you've got a clot in your head and there's nothing YOU can do about it just sucks.
I dunno...so many thoughts right now. My mind is blown. All I could think about in the ER was, what will happen to me, what will become of my boy, who'll raise him and take care of my wife? These are things I never examined until that moment, and in reflection, these are contingencies that I have been neglecting and must prepare for.
I dunno, it's been crazy the past few days...sureal
So, I decided to sleep on it, but an hour after that decission I re-analyzed my situation and had my wife call for the red/white taxi.
EMTs did their thing and took me to the ER. From there, it all went down hill.
The doc said I was exhibiting signs of possibe stroke, and he ordered up some tests. Got the results back, which confirmed his belief.
Luckily, I was within a certain time window for treatment with meds. So they gave me a thrombolytic drug to bust up/disolve the clot in my head.
24 hours in observation, for good measure, on the docs orders and I was a free man.
I've never taken much for granted in life, and even though I've been in combat, this was a very scary thing for me. I didn't know what was going on, as I had a million different thoughts coursing through my brain, which were compounded by my symptoms.
Anyways, I've been away from the forum since then, and I don't know what my point is right now in writing this. Guess I just need to vent, because I'm so fucking lucky and grateful to be able to enjoy the holidays with my wife and son. I'm thankful for all my friends and the life that I have.
I'm so thankful for the life I've been given as of late.
Combat was a muther fucker and you know that you just do your best and whatever will happen will happen...but...to be laying in a hospital at 30 and to have a doc tell you you've got a clot in your head and there's nothing YOU can do about it just sucks.
I dunno...so many thoughts right now. My mind is blown. All I could think about in the ER was, what will happen to me, what will become of my boy, who'll raise him and take care of my wife? These are things I never examined until that moment, and in reflection, these are contingencies that I have been neglecting and must prepare for.
I dunno, it's been crazy the past few days...sureal